americankimchi:

y’all KNOW i go hard for those evil!aus but tbh…… caleb and fjord’s relationship has and always will be a relationship built on mutual respect and curiosity. they’re both 100% aware of and acknowledge that they’ve both got some shady stuff to work out on their own respective times and while they both want to know more they’re both playing their cards close to their chest.

i talked about what caleb gained out of their most recent interaction but that exchange of information was two-ways: now fjord has more understanding of caleb as a person as well. caleb asked him for a favor. what is that favor? when will it come? what is caleb trying to do with it? with him? he has no clue, but it’s a callback to one of the first things caleb said back when they were just starting to get to know each other in the early episodes: caleb is a man who likes to take calculated risks. in this, fjord is caleb’s calculated risk. what the potential reward is fjord has no idea. but fjord is recently familiar with the concept of taking risks for questionable and powerful rewards, and fjord’s curious to see how this risk of his pans out.

they’re both on the level with each other. they’ve got an understanding. they know that any time they want to poke and prod at powers beyond their knowledge to gain that knowledge, they’ve got a partner in crime. they’ve got someone who’s willing to pause at the edge of the abyss and peer into it together.

doesn’t mean that they’re going to jump into the abyss, of course. just that they’ve got someone else willing to test the waters and tempt disaster just to see what would happen.

meanwhile beau:

“WHAT HAPPENED TO KEEPING EACH OTHER IN CHECK”

fjord and caleb:

americankimchi:

the most fascinating part of today’s episode was the fact that caleb absolutely left EVERYTHING they did 100% up to fjord

all he said was “i’m always curious” when prompted by fjord, and that’s an extremely noncommittal answer. yes, he’s interested, but interest does not exactly equate to action, and note how caleb does not make a single move to spill blood until he has the go-ahead from fjord

every single step of the ritual they almost completed was spaced out in between with caleb stopping, turning to fjord, and asking “what do YOU want to do?”

i find that absolutely fascinating, because even though fjord made all his choices 100% of his own free will, caleb was still 100% manipulating him at the same time

i don’t mean that in the way that liam was manipulating travis ofc i mean this in the context of the story; caleb went into that whole scene with an end goal: he wanted fjord to agree to help him with a task later on if he, caleb, right then, risked his life to indulge in fjord’s curiosity

caleb is ALWAYS curious. this is obvious to anyone who’s seen his character in the show for ten minutes, but he’s also, by consequence, learned to temper that curiosity with practicality. he’s always weighing the risks and the rewards and anytime he does anything that could place him or the team in harm it’s ONLY because he thinks that whatever he might gain by doing so tips the scales in favor of profit and not loss. the scene by the ritual table was him asking fjord that very same question: how far are you willing to go in your quest for knowledge? where does your priority lie? in risking it all, or in choosing to forego that all and remain as you are, with the tempting promise of new knowledge just out of reach?

and caleb got two things out of that bargain: he got a favor from fjord, and he also got a deeper understanding of fjord’s motives. fjord is new to power, and deeply curious about it, he’s got a hunger for understanding that caleb finds mirrored in himself, but fjord is also at his core a good person. he’s got morals that guide him far more strongly than any eldritch being ever could. and now caleb knows that fjord can be pushed to explore things far outside his comfort zone, to spill blood in the name of discovery, but fjord won’t (or won’t right now) take that final step to true power if it means risking the lives of those under his protection. and caleb is smart. he’s spent his whole childhood training under someone who molded him into the type of person who can pull at people’s strings and push their buttons to make them do what they want, and caleb knows that a good man’s promise is a more tempting reward that any risky blood ritual could ever deter him from.

GOD I LOVE THIS DYNAMIC. it’s just so ENDLESSLY fascinating to me.

Okay so like I love how you write and stuff, so tbh if you wrote a little melancholy thing between Fjord and Caleb or something, not necessarily shippey, but like just talking emotions or something by the fire during their night watch I’d probably die thanksssss

sockablock:

“Hey.”

“Mmmm?”

“Why are we like this?”

Caleb paused. His hand lingered under a line of text as he looked up from his reading and frowned at the man on the log beside him.

“Excuse me?”

Fjord leaned back and ran a hand through his hair. In the darkness of night, illuminated only by the the faint glow of the campfire, his expression was almost unreadable.

“I was just…I was just wonderin’,” Fjord sighed. “Why it is, that…out of everyone in the group, after all the time we’ve spent together, we just can’t get along?”

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